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OMG.....

twenty minutes more will be 23 april, the first day for my final

tis is the first time felt fear, fear bout my final exam

i don't haf any confident in tis exam at all, although i read for tis whole week

i study hard, i tried my best to understand wat is haf learn in tis sem

i totally duno wat i haf learn in tis year until last week when i started doing revision

i think tis is the reason that make me feel unsecure

i always think that the results for tis sem will b teruk macam tahi

sigh!!!

STRESS....

 

the subject i haf to take for exam tmr is english 4mass communication

which is the most terrible subject for me

everyone noe dat my english is not good

my english level is just reached form 3 standard

tis is wat one of my fren told me when he tried to correct my essay

somemore i didn't write or speak for a very long period

i can even realised dat my speaking skill do haf a very serious problem

i dont even understand wat am i talking about

one of my fren also asked me "wat u wana talk about?"

tis already means dat wat i will happen tmr, sure die hard....

 

there is another reason that i think i cant get high marks even i can do well tis time

for my opinion, the MR LIM whc is my DEAR english teacher, is a damn NICE lecturer

i gave him a very good impression on the day i did my presentation

he forced me to speak in english although the class edi end, dismiss

while dat time i dun felt happy with the way he speak in the class

he is the one who said class dismiss, class edi dismiss still nid to talk in english

i dun think i nid to do dat

then he forced me n my fren to talk in front of the class, i asked him dont he edi announced that class dismiss

he dun even accpet my point

nvm, i jz sent him a word, WHATEVER...

then i continued with my fren

i noe that he felt unhappy wif me cos i dun respect him

since dat day i edi noe wat will happen to me....

 

i already finished reading AV, Cultural n MM also half way

but i still scared of it

although i edi covered these subjects but i still very loss

i forgot many things i haf read

sigh!!!!

hope when study for the second time i will get into my mind

save into my harddisk without any prob

 

i need to continue with my letter format now

BYE!!!!

 

YEah!!!! One of my target in the futute being pull early til next year

when i was still in secondary shool, i wished to travel for several country

dat is

1. japan (go with serayan gang, tak sabar-sabar dah!!!~)

2. china (taiwan is the main place i wana go, bcos i wana stay the room/house beside SHE, wakaka!!!!)

3. hongkong

4. Egypt (since primary school time, wish to c pyramid)

5. australia (like my cousin, very enjoying)

6. New Zeland.................

 

i dun even reach singapore so far although i already in 20

but in this year, singapore will b my first target, n i think i should work

cos i will go with waileng n vince cos they got siblings there, then v can save quite alot

hehe....

the next stage is, wakaka

think of this, i felt very high and cannot sleep edi

im going to HK (OU MOON, wait for me)

althogh i need to pay myself cos my mum couldnt afford 4 ppl's travel fees

then i have to pay it myself lo

WAH!!!! my PTPTN lost a lot lar, nvm i have to ganti it

frm today onwards, i have to save money

 

My dear frens, pls dun always dat love me, invite me to go here n there

i need to keep money for my journey to singapore n also HK

take tis chance to eat lesser, SUM BIN keep fit as everyone noe my body size keep increasing lar!!!!

i dun wana DO LOK again lar

Waileng, we cannot continue with tis kind of lifestyle, v wana keep fit edi lar

although tis year is a pig year, but v cannot make ourselve to match tis theme lar

JI GAM DO LOK!!!! get out...i hate U!!!!~~

 

haha....

wish place will b my next target ler...duno...jz wait for the chance lar

cya!!!! my dear singapore n HK!!!!!wakaka

Im coming la...wait for me ya

Stress!!!!

i think i should under stress in this condition, but i didn't

tis is already considered JUI GOU GING GAI for me

that is because my final exam is coming soon lar, just 4 days more will be the first day of final la

but i still selumba, doing nothing at home

im in my room for almost 20 hours, other then dat is take bath, eat or watch TV for a while

but i did i done in my lovely room???

i just sit in front of pc, with the AV text book open widely

but i dun even read wat is the contnts inside

planned to finish AV in three days, and today already the dead line, but im still at week4 notes

the total of my AV notes is 14 weeks, while i only reach week 4

do u think i can finish it before end of the day?

Thats impossible lar, if i can, that is x more chong pui see!

chong pui see already die lar

but im suppose to let the chong pui see die, if not i really will die

SIGH!!!! not really understand wat im talking about

 

it actually not hard for me to understand, but i need to study in a right mood and right time

i dun even noe when will my mood come, n when will be the right time

this is the most serious problem for me lar

MOU DAK GAU LAR

 

Few days ago i had a dream, dream about my lovely SHE.

In the dream, i went to a hall. The hall is sumthing like my primary skol hall.

At first i saw jolin haf concer thr, is a small size concert whc is i can go near by her n hold her hand

then duno y, i got a fren looks 100% like jolin... she went thr to 模仿her.

Then jolin came down frm the stage n invite me n my jolin fren dance together.

After dat suddenly change condition edi

SHE goes up to the stage, then im so shock and i ran to the front stage to capture their photo lo

ELLA give a post for me to capture tim.... damn happy n wonderful dream

 

After a few days, i found dat they r cming to malaysia n celebrate christmas wif us earlier.

i was so shock, my dreams come true... i really can meet them edi

but i face transport prob.... how am i goin to go balakong alone n cm bc at nite?

impossible rite??

But finally my dear fren, chun who is also likes SHE vry much especially selina wish to go

and he said no prob to go there, for sure he nid to fetch me along.... hehe

my prob has been solve

now only one thing to worry is how to get tic...

i think should b no prob gua

SHE especially ELLA is waiting for me ler

huray!!!!!!

CHUN i luv u .....

u make my last wish in tis year come true....

 

trust the love
inside of you
have fathin our destining
忽然很想你你未完成的爱情
那天你说
有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
想念是我们的限时信
也给了爱情氧气
飘着音乐的屋子里
听你借我的cd
在数位相机里
有几万画素的回忆
忽然有点想你
你今天快乐吗
忙得开不开心
窗外的云
也往你的方向一路飞去

平凡无奇的星期几
等着日剧的结局
当寂寞is killing me
想念你给我的鼓励
谁也没有忘记
讲过了一年以后
我们约在这里
那个日期
让我的心一直暖暖的oh baby

时间一分一秒向前走
心却在你的城市里
身边虽然没有你
可是我有勇气

 

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这首歌是我忽然很想听到的

心里想的正和歌名一样，但歌词里的意境竟然完全不一样。

真可笑！！！

时间将会慢慢的流逝，该忘的终究还是该把它给抛开